Gypsies play with fire

wow. you want to say sorry to someone you didn’t even really offend but you didn’t even...

Sun, 03 Mar 2013 14:27:52 -0500

wow. you want to say sorry to someone you didn’t even really offend but you didn’t even apologize to me.

i knew you didn’t give a shit.

i knew it.

i knew it

i don’t hold your hand because we don’t have a mental connection. i kiss your lips but...

Mon, 25 Feb 2013 13:48:59 -0500

i don’t hold your hand because we don’t have a mental connection.

i kiss your lips but there isn’t a spark.

i can’t get you hard because of the drugs

you can’t get me off because of the drugs

we sleep in the same bed, but we’re strangers to each other

the thing that’ll hurt me most is that you won’t give a shit about me once this is over.

this is fun, but i feel so empty. i feel broken.

i feel defeated.

and the only winner,

is you.

him: don't have feelings

Mon, 25 Feb 2013 13:42:29 -0500

him: don't have feelings
me: i know. i just like being affectionate.
him: that's good.
me: (just let me revel in my little fantasy)

i must not have feelings. i must not have feelings. i must not have feelings.

Mon, 25 Feb 2013 13:41:07 -0500

i must not have feelings. i must not have feelings. i must not have feelings.

We just use each other for sex. I must not have feelings. But I feel so empty.

Tue, 12 Feb 2013 02:27:12 -0500

We just use each other for sex. I must not have feelings. But I feel so empty.

i don’t know you, but i know your body.

Sun, 10 Feb 2013 14:28:31 -0500

i don’t know you, but i know your body.

after this last pack of cigs i’ll be done with you.

Sat, 09 Feb 2013 21:53:47 -0500

after this last pack of cigs i’ll be done with you.

sometimes i just want to go back. because it’s comfortable. because what we had was easy....

Sat, 09 Feb 2013 15:00:13 -0500

sometimes i just want to go back. because it’s comfortable. because what we had was easy. because you actually cared about me. But then again, it would be wrong. it would be so wrong.

i would just be using you for your body. and i would be with you just because i feel bad for you.

I’m terrified you’re going to tear my heart in two. You might not have emotions, but I...

Fri, 08 Feb 2013 15:13:45 -0500

I’m terrified you’re going to tear my heart in two. You might not have emotions, but I do. I don’t want you to leave me when you find another girl, I’m intrigued by you. Yeah, maybe I’m too easy. Maybe you can read me like a book. But that’s just who I am. And I’m sorry if that’s no fun for you. I’m sorry I’m not you’re type. I don’t seem to be anyone’s type. I just seem to be the fun hook up kind of type. I’m pretending to be strong, but I can’t seem to shake off the fact that I can’t get enough. I’m not texting you now, because we just sleep in the same bed. I want to talk to you, get to know you, but you don’t want that at all. I don’t even know you. I know little stories, but I don’t know who you are. I want to get to know you so much, but all I am to you is companionship. I’m not even a person to you. My head says no, my heart wants more. My heart will shatter into a thousand pieces because of you and it’ll be all my fault. The girls who’ve seen me in your hall tell me to be careful, that they don’t want to see me hurt, but I crave it so much, the touch, the kisses, the talks. Maybe it doesn’t have to be you. Maybe it could be someone else. But because it’s you now, I’m stuck. And my brain hurts.

But maybe we’re on the same page, because we both know that fucking will change everything, and we’ve stopped ourselves. But maybe you’re just saying that. Maybe we’ll just do it and then you’ll be done with me. We probably won’t be friends after that. I feel like every smile, laugh, kiss is calculated. I’m scared. I’ve never been this thrown off before. I wish you were like every other guy who couldn’t get enough of me.

You might not have any emotions, but I do. Please handle me with care.